g-Geraldine

2011-04-10T02:11:00.002+08:00

“Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts.
Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka.
Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex.

Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?
When protection meant wearing a helmet?
When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?
Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest.

War was only a board game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine.
The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

And we couldn’t wait to grow up?”

-Author Anonymous

the #299

2010-10-19T22:02:00.004+08:00

This 299th seemed dull. Never had this experience in the past.

Since that day till yesterday,my lips just wouldn't form words; tongue gets stuck to the root of my mouth and throat tightens up. I knew that all I could do is to wait for the right time or the time you become honest.

Though there is a sky of things to tell you about how I feel after knowing, i become mute and hold off telling you about it.. And this is something that has always been on the tip of my tongue to tell.

Guessed as much, I made the wrong move. I should have just wait and kill my curiosity way before yesterday. However, i have given you chance to come clear. Nothing was done and you don't seem to be apology.

For all I see, blames are pushed to 'others'. The 'others' that you loathe. Now that you are beginning to touch those deadly sticks which will only damage your health and it's something I irk about. All i hope is you will not transform to someone i have never expected you to become.

The thought of letting off still stand. I am willing to wait for the day you speaks. Honesty is what I am hunting for. Irking attitude of mine, makes you unhappy. All you see is my attitude, but what about my sadness and disappointment. Did you see it?

I put in so much effort and always have been proud that I did to make you quit. I thought I've succeeded. It has all went to the drain abruptly. Tell me, perfect it and not let go. I am standing just right at the edge.

Guys don't know how much little things can upset a girl.

First day of iip

2010-10-04T14:22:00.002+08:00

Today marks the first day of working in NCS. My iip has started and started one week before the actual school term starts. First day of work, I forgotten to bring out my phone. I am like phoneless now with a sucky laptop

2010-08-06T20:27:00.003+08:00

Well, I've forgotten the password to log into my dashboard.It has been long since I log in and update my dashboard. Date me out. I am free from this min onwards till 4th oct!

FYP = GOODBYE

IIP interview = GOODBYE

GERALDINE = FREE-BIRD

I had the nicest breakfast this morning with my bitches. Out of a blue moon, we started mocking at Malay's culture. All because of Yvonne. She has been eating malay food for 2 days and unknowing, our habits had taken control. There it goes, we all howled in laughter, she looked amused by the non-stopping laughs. We ransacked our minds and a few ideas were proposed. After an internal debate, we invented ways to make to traditional Malay costume. And taught Yvonne how to slot cards and notes. Images of Yvonne jogged in my mind with uncontrollable laughter. more to come!

2010-05-16T12:42:00.004+08:00

//296#

I working hard enough to reach 1000 before shifting out to somewhere.

Yvonne's 21st birthday was a nice experience although i hate parties.

INDIAN poker - forfeit - finished up fishes, cake and siew mia.

Mahjong, a-never-forget thing.

Stupid Afiq! he smashed 3 plates of whip cream on me before the birthday girl got it.

Internal riots started before the cake was cut. Ass. i looked ugly in the pics with mess.

photos will be up soon! jimmy, why am i waiting!

Straight 3days of birthday parties! Yvonne's, nephew's and niece's (:

How am i going to slim down. Erwin is complaining on my waist line.

But who cares. Geraldine a.k.a black hole!

deSert = deSSert (Bitchy's term of theory to my appetite)

F.y.i

# I am re-taking. Failed!

Thanks bitches and Tofu for organizing a wonderful surprised lunch

Thanks for the fetching and skipping school for surprising me.

I failed myself and disappointed you guys. however, the greatest console and gift received.

2010-05-01T23:11:00.009+08:00

dote my dearest TOFU to the max (:

search for the compatible,combined those weirdness & fall in mutual weirdness

and we call it LOVE

long awaited celebrations within a month spend.

BITCHY Isaac-27th April

ASSHOLE Afiq-1 May

SOTONG Yvonne-14th May

TWIN JiaLin -27th may

Loveliest, PLEASE STAY TUNE t0 DECEMBER.

Favorite month of the year.I have lots of presents and wishes to give and receive.

Watch your thoughts; they become words

Watch your words; they become actions

Watch your actions; they become habits

Watch your habits; they become character

Watch your character; they become destiny

2010-04-23T15:53:00.003+08:00

Classes are ending late. And meetings for Fyp are increasing. OMG.

flooded fully with project and schoolwork! good enough no working for me

3rd anniversary is coming! (: good foods are servicing on my preference.

2010-04-20T20:11:00.005+08:00

know what, I've all sucky facilitators who go in square formation. It takes time to boil and get hot.

I have been skipping lunches. Meeting 2 is always pack with nerds! all the year 1. they filled up the 3 canteens. that kills me with no food selection available.

one good news!~ dad topped up for my driving lesson and test fee. he initiated and gave $500. thks for that. it save up so much.

2010-04-18T10:10:00.011+08:00

Pictures are the best in depicting all joys and memories

valuable comments are much appreciated

more photos in Facebook

Mount Faber (: tourists of the day!

Katong Laksa (:

Kite flying @ marina barrage

genting trip 11-13 april

Genting

2010-04-09T12:27:00.002+08:00

2 days to happening, 6 days to hell (: just like what Cecelia has said.

Hopefully, my school schedule timing is good! As well as my upcoming class.

Of all time, my face is turning its back on me! ASS.

Ytd had our first section of ondeh ondeh.

B's mum deal with the dough and we with the pack.

2010-03-29T15:10:00.004+08:00

after the 3 days long of drama series, I am going back to my normal sleeping time. dark circles and dry complexion are all showing themselves from time to time. I hate this sensitive skin of mine. it sucks when face complexion turns nasty! nude face,plenty of water,no spicy and salty food and change of bed-sheet at a high frequency.

This moment, I am still waiting for time to pass! Waiting to leave the house and head to Chinatown for massage with Reikotay and Jochua. Mahjong section at B's place will stop 'operating' for 2 weeks. His dad went overseas! Watched how to train your dragon with B, nice (: we enjoyed.

Gpa : 3.08 luck enough to push my gpa through the B margin or else, DIE. Aton for sin (: i got to play harder in year 3 so i will remind myself to work harder! Still my targeted result is 3.2! Geraldine, Jia you!

2010-03-19T11:44:00.002+08:00

Talking about the 21 one things, i had a real hard time hunting for the 'right' ones.

Uncertainties of particular item, turned out to be the greatest joys for him.

He absolutely got in love with the chin up bar. A cheap deal from Aibi (:

Steamboat and sheesha for celebration with his buddy

Vienna buffet with his family

And our own celebration with a simple one (:

Memories of our rs footprints embarks with Ups and downs.

Mahjong fills the slow-crawling time. Msia trip with jo was cancelled. Due to my working!

haha promise next week CONFIRM!

2010-02-25T00:30:00.006+08:00

today today, an eventful day?? In all frankness though, nothing much was done except having driving lesson and meeting up with my boy. I am starting to feel my days numbered as it draws closer to my Tp.

Chinese New Year was kinda boring and tiring at the same time for the year. No excitement to colour up my mind. Somehow, the mood wasn't at the right set of mode and not much visiting made. Dull and yet pricey. Reunion night was a nightmare. Well, every gain has its price. Poker has killed me on that night. I could have buy a burrberry wallet. Luckily enough, the subsequent nights saved my days in February. Mahjong always give me so much fun and doubts.

20th feb, ECP for xuan's bday. We wasted 1 hour of our life in setting up the pit. What I have to say is, blame it on the charcoal. night was still young when all my gfs arrived. There goes all the quarrels and picky-fouled mouth, here it comes with all laughters and craps. awaiting for the beautiful photos which depicts all the effort of words to describe.

21st feb, steamboat @ reiko's place. cards and cards surrounded with laughters and cries. Can you believe in luck? out of 15 matches, i have gotten 8 blackjack and twice of '5dragons' and the rest ranged from 19 to 21 points. Jiajun was freaked out with the losses I have break even.

Hooray ((: i have finished my show! the 62 epi murdered my sleep and blinded my eyes and froze my brain. looking for more drama show. intro pls. started working! the working hours are cool! venue is the best (: just one street across my house. what i have to do is to mark papers!

Tofu's 21st birthday is drawing nearer. he rejected the big angbaos from his dad! and wanted to have a meal with me @ Vienna and steamboat with his family only! he doesnt want 'grand' celebration. well, im having headache of what to get for him.

mostly imptly, i have a distant relative in my class! omg. it's my closest cousin's cousin! well, joyce ngo! 3weddings and 1 funeral. we were too young to notice one another.

2010-02-08T23:23:00.001+08:00

For that moment, I let the feeling overflow within.

I guess it accumulates, and once it reaches the peak or once you're alone, the waves will come crashing in. Your mind will starts to wander. You will feel zero.

Feeling zero NOW

2010-02-08T23:12:00.003+08:00

Stress Reliever #1
Wife : You always carry my photo in your handbag to the office. Why?
Hubby : When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your
picture and the problem disappears.
Wife : You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?
Hubby : Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, "What other problem can there be greater than this one?"

Stress Reliever # 2
Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles
and lighten your burden.
Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, But I don't have any worries or
troubles.
Girl: Well that's because we aren't married yet.

Stress Reliever # 3
Son: Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to
give up my seat to a lady.
Mom: Well, you have done the right thing.
Son: But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.

Stress Reliever # 4
Wife to husband: "What's your excuse for coming home at this time of the
night?"
Husband to wife: "Golfing with friends, my dear."
Wife to husband: "What? At 2 am?!"
Husband to wife: "Yes, We used night clubs."

Stress Reliever # 5
Father to son after exam: "let me see your report card."
Son: "My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents."

Stress Reliever # 6
A teacher asked her class for sentences using the word "beans"..
"My father grows beans," said one student.
"My father cooks beans," said another.
Then little Johnny spoke up: "We are all human beans."

Stress Reliever # 7
Interviewer to Millionaire: "To whom do you owe your success as a
millionaire to?"
Millionaire: "I owe everything to my wife."
Interviewer: "Wow, she must be some woman. What were you before you
married her?"
Millionaire: "A Billionaire"

Stress Reliever # 8
Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: Thanks for the warning.

Stress Reliever # 9
A husband was asked: Do you talk to your wife after sex?
He replied: Depends, if I can find a phone.

Stress Reliever # 10
Man to wife on wedding night: Are you sure I'm the first man you u are
sleeping with?
Wife replied: Of course honey, I stayed awake with all the others!

Stress Reliever # 11
Why did they stop printing PAMELA ANDERSON stamps in the U.S. ?
Answer: Because people started licking the wrong side.

Stress Reliever # 12
A wife asked her husband: What do you like most in me - my pretty face
or my sexy body?
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: I like your sense of humour.

Stress Reliever # 13
Doctor to his lady patient: You look terribly weak and exhausted! Are
you having your meals three times a day as I have advised?
Lady replied: Doctor, I thought you said three males a day.

2010-02-04T01:01:00.004+08:00

The road to success is not straight. There is a curb called Failure, a loop called Confusion; speed bumps called Friends; red lights called Enemies;caution lights called Family. You will have flats called jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination; an engine called Perseverance; insurance called Faith, and a driver called Goals, you will make it to a place called Success!!

2010-02-04T00:44:00.004+08:00

sat! im waiting (: 6th

the meet ups are increasing, along with the money spent

chua, apple and I went for shopping and steamboat

that particular day, all of us spent so much.

just a cotton shop, we spent $80 each on average.

excluding my heels and jacket

the following day, apple and i went for another trip.

but im still not done with shopping.

girls are never satisfied with any materials

that's why we are materialistic. well in a way we are and not.

when life give you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile (:

2010-01-25T23:59:00.003+08:00

H O L I D A Y H E R E I C O M E
one more day for the week, and 3 more the for following week
stop running too fast, im just right behind the calendar

ger: WOW! bangs?
ET: isnt it weird?
ger: it's okay provided you style it and with coloured hair
ET: obviously must style. but colour wise?
ger: i thought these hairdos look nicely with colours?
ET: dont know what will the rest comment?
ger: then what will your response be after they commented
ET: well, i will tell them that i wanted to give my gf 'BOOM' like how she did it to me.
(that 'eggie' ovary shaped face one year ago)
ger: silence... (: thanks

cabbing around seem so favouring as and when. the pinch still exists,
however temptation overcome it LOL. there it goes
one more month! once and for all.

2010-01-22T00:29:00.002+08:00

I have 2 more weeks to go :)) to be exact, 5 more days! credit to my 3 days off.

End of year 2. PP passed GOOD

4 modules + 1 FYP + 1 attachment = goodbye RP!

the thought of this, brighten my day.

6th FEB, PEEPS! Sentosa, our long waited day

2010-01-15T20:58:00.008+08:00

One of the most wonderful thing about the earth is that, if you know where to look, then it's never a boring place. Nature offers us so many opportunities for fun and adventure that we can live our whole lifetimes and still, we'd never go out of things to do and places to go to. And the most wonderful ways to experience what the earth has to offer is to go on backpacking. Without any superfluities and any of those unnecessary comforts of modern living, we really get to experience nature first hand.

Singapore is a boring and dull modern country with well-accessed communication and transportation infrastructure. High peak mountains are replaced by tall buildings. 2 IRs are built within 20km or lesser? What's more for improvements and amenities with all the taxes collected annually to the few good mins of fireworks on every national day and to all the so-called foreign talents with HIGHLY-paid salaries and incentives! Well, Singaporeans are trained to be modern citizens and generates more in-flow cash and assets to Singapore's revenues and REPUTATION.

That's Singapore (:

o`level

2010-01-11T15:13:00.005+08:00

o`level result is out and finally, tofu passed his math. Days are getting longer as it seems to be. after attending course talk, i will pray and work hard at the same time as to get an attachment at the very end of year 3.[ I DON'T WANT FYP2 + 3elective modules.]And not doing shit presentation in school! and driving test is coming. the two old ones are coming on Friday and forever.

My head starts spinning at the thought of all these.

2010-01-04T12:31:00.004+08:00

Mahjong with in-laws last night. First attempt is always hilarious. I won the most! hooray :) anyway we would have more in the coming CNY. Aunt just bought her mahjong table and excited to play. set up table right after dinner!

first day of school is always so blue blue blue. Holiday is never too long. I am still in the mist of confusion, holiday or school mood. Currently, I cannot be entirely loosened up. FYP.... And my laptop is dying on me! Spent the entire morning to solve that bloody problem on MYSQL.

Last of all, Happy birthday DADDY! 41st :) stay and look young.

2010-01-03T17:02:00.003+08:00

Exciting stories still exists with the combination of dull and colourful colours. what's more for me to anticipate with these memories. 31st December, a day that rules as a reminder for me to flip through the strings of scenarios, episodes of 'play', chapters of stories that happened over an accounting period. These are way too expensive experiences that aid me in learning to grow and growing to learn. The capability of time tested out those who stepped in, stayed, passed by or left for any reasons.

Resolutions are just bullshit. those who made their resolution is all because they are weak in mind. jolly well know that you cannot do it yet you have the guts and face name list of resolution. save it! excuses for another year to pass like gust of wind.

privacy is what im yearning for.

2009-12-26T18:11:00.002+08:00

fucking selfish grandparent i have.
Im going crazy. if possible, i will move out.
not yearning to stay home even since i learn about the news
what's the big deal on letting go the 1.4k rental?
im nt gg to let you have the ownership of the car when i have my license.
just wait and see. it's my house,it's my rights. just fucking get lost!

2009-12-23T14:53:00.000+08:00

2009-12-17T17:09:00.006+08:00

I should have make myself clear enough.
Scattered understanding with 2 different points.
So many ups and downs and nth has change in me.
That's something i will never understand myself
so what makes you understand and accept the facts

My heart get no rest over you.
You tell me it's inperfect but who's perfect.
You shouldn't need to hear me say the 3 mushy words
because you should feel how it is silently exchanged.

Nothing ruin the builds and efforts, I will mend it.

//949days :&

2009-12-17T11:27:00.002+08:00

I am coming, 18th! though with much comments and opinions, it would be a nice one.
warmth and laugthers. Thanks girls.

2reasons for early celebration
1. AJL's boy's bday is on 20th
2. 21st is solely for TOFU

Not forgetting my Tofu for the 7am marketing. Indeed, housewives are not easy to be. I want to be wait on and not work for. ((= hear that, my future-to-be husband.

19th is pending!

2009-12-08T22:02:00.002+08:00

look and listen for once!

i never needed comments for judgement

neither do i need questions for what i have done or decided.

I will hesitate no more.

I've learnt to lost something in order to win in that race.

at every checkpoints, i gotten reminders from my intuition as a guide.

it's never complicate. i drew a picture of my future and painted with love

and i'm the main actress who chooses her ideal actor.

2009-12-04T14:02:00.005+08:00

Kingston and Cecelia

3rd and 4th december

December babies of W65F

3rd-Kingston

4th-Cecelia

20th-Priscilia

21st-Geraldine

21st-Faruq

22nd-Patrick

helpless

2009-12-02T15:44:00.003+08:00

it's getting weaker in the mind and stronger in the heart

you turned my knowing to possible and sufferance to impossible.

stay put

2009-12-02T09:03:00.004+08:00

It's back to the same old thing.

Am I still able to get these through

I doubt it can be easy. Do not make me make choices.

I hate this. I do not wish to go back to 5 years ago!

the basic thing is to know

however, everything seems so right and wrong at the same time

2009-11-23T11:47:00.003+08:00

I did something.

i should take myself less serious today.

Enjoy my long weekends soon.

30th month (=

2009-11-09T15:29:00.002+08:00

P.Singapura with E.T ytd.

M.F.M for our celebration, nice seafood platter with mud pie.

he refused to take picture while eating. OKay LO

finished school early again for php lesson! i really love mon

2009-11-01T19:05:00.004+08:00

Suki sushi part II (=

our long list of receipt.

total $201.35

plus sikai and darrell ((=

2009-10-29T16:12:00.002+08:00

It's Friday. out to town for buffet and movies with my cocky class!

they are skipping school. WOOh

that's why I love Friday.

UTs are drawing near. let's copy Cheng Fu!

As are flying high up. Bs are descending. Cs are right in my eyes. Ds are mine!

hoho

2009-10-24T14:05:00.003+08:00

today is my gfs day!
im waiting for the wildness laughters and craps ((=

regardless of the intention of motive, dont let your guard down.
protective against all kinds are just a way of facing reality.

frank enough,
i let my guard at its lowest point and B.erwin stand by me.
the endless bluntness makes me awake from all lies.
lies include 'white and black'

KOREA IM COMING

2009-10-19T15:19:00.003+08:00

Screwed! just right before my presentation, i switched off the switch of my laptop.

ME: HO SEY LIAO!
FX: Ha Lei Lu Ya
ANN: AMEN???
ME: absolute NO. A-mi-tuo-fuo! haha
FAREEZ: what about me?
ME: you can find it in the STY
FAREEZ: WHOO. that's my racist friend.

2009-10-13T09:16:00.001+08:00

schoool makes me so happy whenever it comes to first break.
and it's only FIRST BREAK.

2009-10-05T20:08:00.010+08:00

my favorite day! haha gambling den with buffet ala'carte
candles with couple questionaire (=
B and i scored the highest!
opps. wrong questions!
but still it's fun
steamboat and BBQ section coming up!

my gf days

2009-10-02T20:49:00.002+08:00

crazy night with all sorts of impossible happenings and laughter grounded deep down. just nominated a last min silly suggestion, both morons agreed to skip school and work because of me and my mouth. bad ANGELS trying act like devil-to-be. Im sure they enjoyed their time with this ANGEL (= last min midnight visitation to NTUC for all range of items, cabbed over 4 different places after 12am. 1st day of every month is never "thrifty-habit" cultivation. wee hours boardgames with make-over session. "they were fishing"

had our make-over mission this morning again! and it's failed terribly for all except tayJINGJING. she's so proud of her violet hair-dyed color. apple, my dearly the-girl-next-door! yannee Girl, with her coolest thicked-hair cut! hoohoo! mine invisible.

2009-10-02T05:18:00.002+08:00

val's lovely happy ((=
weeks ago! i know im slow
more pictures, stay tune

2009-09-28T22:46:00.005+08:00

this....

or that....

my favorite phrase of the day when I'm heading out. Apparently, javan is the only one who entertain me enthusiastically with all forms of expression. my fashion advisor! opps. frankly, he has taste. hehe

2009-09-27T14:54:00.005+08:00

frank enough, my gfs are just too f.up to be called F.R.I.E.N.D. It takes forever for them to even put in 0.01% of effort. Everyone is taking things for granted which is seemingly the most absurd thing to me. Reluctant to plan, once suggestion is out, so much to say. Well, just shut all your awful mouths and divert all your garbage talks into useful tools. it's for all of you, no one in particular.
in a state of agony instilled by the nonsenses and excuses.

2009-09-22T14:33:00.002+08:00

And so, the harvest has called for collection. I know I deserve the mediocre grades!
hard play and enjoyment for the semester with elites and clowns in the class. good mixture of classmates. well mahjong set me free from it ((= Pp completed and submitted. hopefully...

2009-09-18T17:53:00.004+08:00

foot reflexology! feels great.
the aunties chanted all the way. coaxed val tan to slp throughout!
im left alone. haha
reikotay is doing on her shoulder. we are visiting soon!

2009-09-14T22:08:00.003+08:00

"the louder i scream, the faster they pick me up!"
let's just throw tantrum like a toddler for a day!
unfold mixture of happiness and unpleasant
A place for everything and everything in its place?
Fat hopes. Yes i jolly well know it!
Tofu would not tolerate such BEHAVIOR!

holidays are driving me crazy!
hunting for food every single second when im bores
Scrolling down phonebook for numbers ( mahjong!)
looking up in the sky for money to drop right in my face
shopping is definitely "out of bound" for now
a penny saved is a penny earned.
in fact, im trying hard not to spend on food rather than clothes

My dearest gfs have finally come to grips with this bad habit cultivated!
Mahjong slow down! more exercise section for slimming ((=
supposedly, swimming today at val's place.
Friday, Badminton
Sunday, "east side" work out!

2009-09-13T12:49:00.006+08:00

if i could live my whole life over, knowing what i know now,
I'd do the exact same, even the stuff that didn't turn out well.
It all led me to you, and you are worth it.

let's just take a break from my whims and nags
having much enjoyment before we go back to the same.
saving the sarcasm for the better usage.
getting the right attitude for all you want.

it fraught with challenges whenever i want to and learning to be one.
i never get to know what's the notable event coming next that fills the enlightenment
and annihilates all builds and efforts made as well
seeing things differently does make a huge confusion
and assumption that lead to the bad ones.
AND Yes, i do love my smelly tofu.

2009-09-13T12:19:00.001+08:00

Yes,let it be different.
Knowing that you submits to my whims and fancies, i become greedier each day.

2009-09-07T15:14:00.001+08:00

oh well! browser cookies never fail to function properly. Especially, when times like you would receive errors on HTML ERROR. it's really sucks to the core.
Everything are set as default.
Days are getting dull with PP dateline nearing. I am almost done with it. And ReikoTayYingJing has marked her significant trademark to be true! It's the second time she hired helicopter instead of aeroplane.

Grounded myself at home over the weekends! played Rummy-o till wee hours with parents and Dearie. That's fun! Tomo would be dinning in @ DianXiaoEr, it essentially jotted down as our 52th month together. Wow! This is our third time visiting there. Because Tofu misses the Duckie. hehe

our apple's day!

2009-09-05T15:48:00.001+08:00

a week of night outing in straight 5days till dawn
im dying

2009-09-03T01:18:00.002+08:00

UT2 grades were equally bad.
i think everyone is doing well.
26/37, i gotten C+ for java! wth.
thanks to TehCC, AndrewYong, Sikai and Faruq!
freako like you guys degraded our result.
someone, please agree with me. PRISSS, cclia, vonne!

Tied down entirely by all the notable upcoming events
that is worth compromising with the loved ones.
WAYS and MEANS to cease problems.
IDEAS and HINTS to create memorable presents.
FUN and NOTORIOUS of everyone's brought things better.
I wasn’t wholeheartedly appeased.
HOWEVER
commitment is what everyone is yearning for.

Tofu! Where's my longing salad feast?
I've jotted down as one of our anniversary feast.
There's many more to mention.
Whiny GF always tends to love their BF more.
because they are care. opps
i will shower you with all my mighty and tender sugared-love.

2009-08-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

4straight days of chalet and bday parties!
woot! thanks to my gfs and cocky bunch of freaks~
shall upload photos asap when my laptop is back!
enjoyed the pokers,mahjong,games and etc!
more to come when you guys are back from india!

2009-08-17T19:03:00.002+08:00

Laptop crashed! Purse lost with ezlink!
freaked out. skipped school 2days because of my laptop
after the recent spate of events, things eventually ceased with time.
buttt exams coming! weeks of examination dull my days!
Sat mahjong AGAIN! woots ((=

faces of pretentious

2009-08-12T21:12:00.000+08:00

Cocky pals,
The entertaining Gossip over @ KFC brightened everything.
Top secret. We've got common thoughts all along.
I didnt have courage to bring up issues
Seemed like, it would be better if we brought it up! ((=
Hilarious past events were mentioned to last the Gossip for 2 hours at least

Girlfriends,
Woot. This is the best time of life. Reason because we are growing.
We are not changing. Growing brings all thoughts in flow with causes and
consequences. Gossips of Branded Goodies, Bitchy Girls, Flirty Irk and
minor talks of the internal group has ceased. Worries of future ahead stack in
piles of paper and squeeze in rows of books on the emptied shelf.
We cannot eliminate the impossibles however we reduce to it's minimum.

2009-08-12T20:55:00.000+08:00

skipping school has been commonly incultivated in us!
UTs's timing are just too freaking early and late as well.
korea trip will be postponed! saving up for my driving
haissss!

2009-08-07T14:46:00.000+08:00

holiday holiday holiday!
haven been skipping school!
8th is coming

2009-08-03T14:47:00.003+08:00

Teen age:
Have time + energy .... but no money

Working age:
Have money +energy ..... but no time

Old age:
Have money + time ..... but no energy

2009-07-30T11:07:00.000+08:00

xoxo,Gossip girls~! season 3. woot!

2009-07-29T20:59:00.001+08:00

I felt so terrible after finding out.
I've run out of stories. Is this a sign of warning?
Frankly, I am wore out. It's time to learn.
I cannot control my emotions anymore!

2009-07-27T18:42:00.003+08:00

this sem seemed shorter and much faster.
know why! mainly because of the pals in class.
5days work week does not seemed as torturing!

i want another 5days work week!
stupidly, SIT does not approve.
we are only allow to take 4days.
Module chair spammed emails to inform us again and again!

IT security UT2 = dead!
pris and I were peeping into each other laptop
words were freaking tiny. just bomb our ans.
smoky yeah! hopefully there will be 'fire drill' in moderation of grades

PRiS i want to play your Scramble. so fun!
Entertained me throughout the 3rd meeting. woots!
NO TIME FOR UT REVISION! K.O.

updates! I actually misses TW.
If have chance, i would want to revisit!
Korean is my upcoming trip! otw of saving up though.

what's my dream?
erm nice question.

2009-07-27T18:41:00.001+08:00

brainless bunch of kids at home! creating unnecessary doings.
grow up please!

2009-07-26T21:41:00.002+08:00

yes you gonna stand firm with me. my parking lot is reserved for you.
remember lot 8th is yours.

weekends!

2009-07-26T21:35:00.002+08:00

sat
shopped at bugis with val and reiko!
sheesha late at night with pals
mac supper with B after everything. woots!

sun
food fiesta with family @ thomas. crowded!?!
the weather was unbearable. spent $90 on the food!
though it's charity event, the food wasn't that fantastic.

29th wed!
bro's bday! and im gonna skip school.
nahnah, not because of his bday but ice skating with girls

2009-07-23T21:35:00.004+08:00

man: what is you dream?
(w/0 hestitation,Wife LISTED down her dreamS)
the wife tells her husband about her career, earning lots of money, saying everything
.
.
.
but anything about her husband.

wife: then what about your dreams.
and he went on, talking about his dreams, everything
.
.
.
but without mentioning his wife.
.
.
.
.
.
Looking seriously at each other for seconds
at that moment, both of them realised that,
they are not the most important thing in each others' eyes.

actually it is not about being the most important person.
it is not about fanciful cars and having lots of money.
it is about cherishing and appreaciating th other party's prescene.

2009-07-23T21:34:00.001+08:00

I am not changing, I am just growing up.

2009-07-22T14:42:00.003+08:00

by ERWINTAN

2009-07-22T14:31:00.001+08:00

Love, and you will be loved.
Seek to understand, and you will be understood.
Listen, and your voice will be heard.
Teach, and you will learn.

The good you find in others, is in you too.
The faults you find in others, are your faults as well.

let's just portray the balance goods ((=

2009-07-21T09:16:00.005+08:00

reiko's bday!

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steamboat with my goddy class

2009-07-18T11:45:00.002+08:00

Erwintan! love. thankyou for bringing my laptop home
bugis steamboat with my GOD class. Enjoyed
arcade-dessert @ ji de ci- national library for cards
Pris and I made the most noise. surrounding was so peaceful
we've polluted the place with laughter. thks for the millionaire game!
big Loser= ISAAC
shall update again with pictures!

6th anniversary

2009-07-16T17:18:00.004+08:00

6th anniversary
once again. misses
thks for giving me that trophy as a reward.
appreciate everything you have done for me and friends.

2009-07-16T09:18:00.003+08:00

revolving ourselves with cards everyday in school.
seizes all chances to get ourselves undiscovered and play all out during all time.
with the accompanied of girls and Sikai, we slacked at MAC for all chatters and gossips.
Meeting up with Gfs tonight. mahjong hehe (= long waited
tomo sushi buffet with class. long long long waited

2009-07-16T09:04:00.005+08:00

here you go, all your enthralling faces will be published in this post.
there is more photos! waiting for sis lin to send me all the photos!!!
better be fast ANG JIALIN

week of nightouts

2009-07-13T18:17:00.005+08:00

Ya i know i am slow in uploading photos. photos contain the recent happenings of the craziness we had! esp the midnight raping just right in JURONG POINT shopping centre. We made a fool out of ourselves. Luckily enough, no one spotted us! bare faces with little or no make-ups lying all over the places in jp!

A little hectic rushing here and there since last monday. I have been meeting up with girls almost everyday. Finally I am able to divert my attention away from the preparation of reiko's birthday. It was real tiring of preparation in the little sincerity presents presented to REIKO and planned a series of events out in a sudden countdown plus a steamboat section. Our chatters and giggles filled the night. Gambling specially brightened up the night for no limitation of time wasted.

Oh well, to mentioned of the money spent, i am penniless. Thanks B for the 6:30 breakfast! it's the thought that counts. money saved! QQQ
ticked (breakfast)
ticked (cab home)
ticked (tidbits)

12th july,yesturday,the 6th year! I have forgotten how things has started and ended abruptly. 16th july,your 6th death anni. no memories of loves, but memories of misses from all the past. I would say I am still part to blame.
THX, rest in peace

2009-07-06T15:03:00.000+08:00

i need more motivation! pls

2009-07-02T14:09:00.002+08:00

Clearly, I am precluding the existence of the episodes of my life without much recognition.
It is in fact doubtlessly, filling me till the brim, especially times with BB.
Adoration and detest coexist for the month of July.
Mainly because July is an outing month for me!
regardless of rp peers or sisters, they are my stars of life.
HOWEVER, he's on LOA for a week!
which clearly means to say that I've to go to school on my own.
sucks

Sentosa

2009-06-29T12:48:00.009+08:00

too many photos for me to upload! haha ytd was a nice one!

more upcoming outings!love you guys

2009-06-26T19:23:00.004+08:00

JUST A SHORT BREAK WILL HELP A LOT.
stupid RP! only year 1 have LOA.
weekends! Sunday morning heading to Sentosa with w65F
wooot!

The course of true love never did run smooth.
Because it's true that's why nothing is impossible for us to overcome the hurdles.
I know nothing of sweet words or eloquent speak, if I say anything pleasing to you, its because you bring it out in me.

2009-06-24T19:21:00.002+08:00

23-06-09
an impt date to remember!
vows ((=
living in a world with happiness

WIFE: What's your excuses for coming home at this time of the night?
HUSBAND: Golfing with friends, my dear
WIFE: WHAT? At 2am?!
HUSBAND: Yeah! we used night clubs.

2009-06-22T08:59:00.004+08:00

mahjong section with junwei, jiajun, apple,reikotay and her boy! sounded as if mahjong with 6players! played till wee hours.

happy father's day!
all turned up except for 2nd uncle and 3rd aunt's family. this time round only had 3 full tables. usually, we have 5tables if all present. after dinner, went up to sis rachel's house. She cant start her BMw. all of us went up to push the car. diao! chit chat until 11pm then get our ass home. omg! heard more than what i should. guess it's time i should open my heart to listen. ((=

upload photo of dad soon!

2009-06-19T09:15:00.004+08:00

brain freeze~ school!!! 8 more weeks to go!
it simply means that the class is parting! ARH. this class is great

People in the lap of luxury are people who tends to be calculative. AGREED!
real statistical value in the world agrees that!
89.6% of wealthy freaks belongs to this category
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Wife: You always carry my photo in your handbag to the office. why?
Hubby: When there is a problem,no matter how impossible, i look at your photo and the problem disappears.
Wife: You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?
Hubby: Yes, I see your photo and say to myself ,"What other problem can there be greater than this one?"

2009-06-17T14:05:00.003+08:00

love this blur and lost expression of his

he just wanted to post!

his 4th birthday

HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY JAVAN LAW
recalled the day he came to our house,i felt so miserable. just detest everything when i heard he's gonna be part of the family. My lips just couldn't form words and tongue got stuck to the root of the mouth. two bro is more than enough for the noise pollution and troubles. for years, the relationship built with compassion and Love. Neighbor,relatives,friends and all just dote on him. everyone in the family just love him so much regardless of his bad temper and his cheekiness nonsense! to be frank, he is just too smart for his age. Never fails to cheer my mum! that's pretty true! ((= AND AND AND he always helped me to choose clothes. I picks up a few and he will definitely choose a nice one for me! if i were to cut a different hairstyle, he will just glare and laugh with funny expression. Then ask what happened to my HAIR! He always call himself xiao didi and claimed that xiao didi doesn't have money. so we have to buy things for HIM

Tomo would be T.H.X's 19th birthday. it has been 6years!

thanks B for being so understanding.

2009-06-15T14:37:00.002+08:00

Night out with Gfs for straight 2 days.
mahjong for 3 days (wed,Fri,sat). in total, i won $40 ((=
school started today! and i have UTs for 4 days a week.
it's gonna be a rush preparation for the week.
today is Java! K.O.
B bought new found and we are still figuring out the function. stupid Wifi

2009-06-11T01:31:00.004+08:00

mahjong at lin's place for hours!
NTUC SHOPPING was fun with that REIKOTAY
another shopping again!

2009-06-09T16:06:00.003+08:00

hexuan is so CUTE. watched three dad one mon. just a hilarious drama series. must watch!
dian xiao er for dinner ytd! omg. it's delicious. again again again!

2009-06-06T11:03:00.006+08:00

the only girls in class! cecelia and yvonne wasnt there

me and ana

at cold storage

we were suffering with the scorching sun

just giving her a shade and isaac caught me with this

here i go with my significant umbrella. thks B for reminding me

pris is surrendering! she doesnt want to walk to cold storage

peeping into PAT'S new passport. got caught

CELEBRATION

2009-05-31T13:04:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST SIS.
the decoration of cake is... HMMM haha it's the thought that counts.
anyway im BROKE total empty. waiting for 1st June which is TOMORROW.
B is gg back to school for SOCCER. deh surprised

2009-05-29T10:59:00.002+08:00

Sales everywhere, I must wear blindfold wherever i go!
money money money come. I am made of love thus money will love me
last day of school today! everyone is tempted to go off. holiday mood

2009-05-27T09:50:00.005+08:00

another silly thing i did. completed every assignments but left out my RJ which is the most impt. Faci wanted to give an AAA because of my forgetfulness = BBB. {SIAN 3/4} my syntax error of java language. FLUNK pretty badly for JAVA. I am speaking universal language;java is speaking JAVA language. skipped school once AGAIN. heading to Msia with B and his dad to shop later in the day. SECRET RECIPE ((= Oreo cheesecake. yummy!!! went Pm's mac for BREAKFAST and movies marathon.

TOMO MUST ATTEND LESSON regardless of what
it's java most impt lesson of the sem!

2009-05-26T09:05:00.003+08:00

GRADES are going downhill. To be frank, no more As... sadden case.
BUT BUT BUT class is always so funky. Filled with craziness and stupidity actions.
love today's lesson. so cool. the faci kept questioning us with his favorite phrases
"really arh?!"
"orh!"
"i don't have patients because I don't have DR in front of my name"
oh gosh. he so nonsense man.

2009-05-25T08:59:00.002+08:00

Things are pretty much settled by now. chatted with all the girls individually through varies of way. Guess all should know what's happening after all. To my surprise, this time dragged longer than usual. Wed would be meeting up with them for DINNER. and sat would be the arrival of all planning made. Bangkok trip is either postpone to the later part of the year if not 2010.
Anyway whatever it is, just make it possible. cause i want to shop.

Went over to granny's house with the WHOLE family. I dragged all my brothers and their GFs over. after which head back to jurong and B drove us out for supper!!! stingrays, mussels, rojak, satay and etc! HE FOOT THE BILL.

2009-05-21T20:28:00.007+08:00

Stupid B. He made me so embarrassed when i threw a plastic into a bin along the walkway. Never did i thought that if flew out and landed on the grass. He PULLED my bag forcefully against my direction and SHOUTED my name. Asked me to pick up the trash. I was damn pissed and walked off with long face. Freaked out! however, it's alright. you have or rather must love this sucky attitude of mine till the end of the time.

Anyway, today's UT was a sickening one. We have to work on papers and pen for the first time in RP. It wasn't only my class but the ENTIRE school. Chengfu stupidly asked facilitator whether we need to do paper checking on pages and errors. Everyone burst into laughter and mocked enormous remarks on that. This current class is full of nonsensical dramatic joker. Never left out the disturbing of every single one of us daily. Grades are going down slope but still acceptable. I still have 7days of leave to clear,must use it thriftily.

Nothing changes over the the 6years. Everyone's impulsiveness, argumentative and indifference mentality solves nothing but bagful of unhappiness and unwillingness of letting go bygones. The argument has done incalculable damage to everything we have built. What's more to say with all those trivial matters. The underlying meaning of individual's say had lay down the words clear enough to cover the wrong doings.

Few more days to Sis's birthday. The oldest among all yet a joker in the group. Her laughter is very impactful when a combo deal with reikotay. Excited for the day to arrive! steamboat cum BBQ

2009-05-20T08:50:00.005+08:00

skipped school on Monday.
last min decision and it was B the one who influenced me.
he was just too lazy to get his ass to school and suggested SKIPPING SCHOOL
few hours of breakfast @ Mac and slacking in library to get my resources for PP report
we went back to his place!

met up gfs for dinner at JP! as usual,problemSSS happened before meet up.
ended up dining in @ ichiban and mahjong @ reikotay's house for hours. shit, for no reason, my biker was torn! NOT one hole, but 3holes. i doubt it can be saverage with my mum's wonder hand. BECAUSE, the torn part is ridiculously torn. sad!

I felt the pinch for spending so much on cab in a week ! definitely, SAVING,this word has drifted form my dictionary. have to save up for my practical fee and BKk trip in Sept.

2009-05-17T18:11:00.003+08:00

tedious conferencing before heading out to meet the girls.
we are just who we are.
just a k section out, we made so much noise.
enjoyable afterall. they were freaking high throughout.
supper at lao pa sa! as usual, val the driver ((=
sent us all back!

week4

2009-05-15T09:11:00.002+08:00

weekends! indeed these few days were tiring.
school as usual ~BORED
met up gfs at yewtee point for dinner
and proceeded to Lin's house for mahjong!
my luck flew away! ((=
gonna meet up for Lin's bday celebration soon!.
steamboat cum BBQ! nevertheless, mahjong and cards would be present
class is starting. lol old freak's class!

2009-05-11T14:09:00.002+08:00

9th may
headed to airport in the afternoon to fetch his parents
and met up with Reiko at JP for coffee
then mac again for supper at Pm

10th may
early morning went to granny's house for lunch
then val came over to fetch me,headed to town
shopping is our usual plan. haha bad influence peer

11th may
lesson was so dry! everyone was in the lowest mode of process
starved ourselves and saved the portion for sakura after school!
hopefully it would be nice

2nd year ANNI

2009-05-08T15:38:00.003+08:00

it's the day today! I love it
thanks b for driving me to school today!
frankly speaking, im just too tired to come to school by train
after school we are going to have buffet feast.

2nd year anniversary!
today is also his mum's birthday!
08 may is a day to CELEBRATE ((=

2009-05-07T14:33:00.003+08:00

5th may
B sent me and zane to school in the morning and
we had a rushed breakfast.
anyway i love database system!
i can simply understand unlike JAVA
after school, met B and headed to GP for his badminton section with friends

6th may
java is torturing. teammates are so strong
it made me feel so lost. get over it asap! another 11weeks to go!
the upcoming UT is on next Fri after school
buck up GERALDINE..
PP might not be approve. my advisor is so sucky!
AND she's my java faci. (yuan jia lu zai)
CURRY FOR DINNER

days are drawing nearer

2009-05-04T22:01:00.002+08:00

1st may
family trip to pasir ris park for picnic from 9am till 2 in the noon
practically i ate throughout the day. sushi and tidbits kept me awake
was reluctant to join them for the playground and stayed at the spot for hours
and stayed over at B's place

3rd may
had our long wanted carrot cake for breakfast
headed to granny's place with the whole family
evening,had a groceries shopping over at giant with b!
cooked our mixed vegetable. it's rather salty.
shall cook it again ((=

4th may
cabbed to school. jam on the way to BKE. 2 accidents in 500metres
ended up cab fare was billed up to 23!
school was a total waste of time. whatever data com module.
was being indifference and ruined my day,gave up eventually.
most probably C or D.
PP briefing was useless!
the speaker gave information which we can simply read from the web
so what's the use of organizing that talk. walked out of the theater halfway through
my fav module tomo! (= great

8th may
080507! our big day

2009-04-30T11:25:00.005+08:00

attended school for 2 days this week!
Tuesday had theory test, thus skipped school
today is plainly because B doesn't feel like going
and skipped school once again!
hopefully i would buck up for the following 13 weeks ahead

tomo PICNIC! so excited. SUSHI and Sandwiches

2009-04-29T21:27:00.003+08:00

BULLSHIT! DON'T BOTHER TO EXPLAIN
WHAT THE POINT for making empty and hasty promises
YES AND YOU BETTER READ THIS!
im really sick and tired of all the nonsense.